TheRoc

Joshua Roc

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Simple by TheRoc, literature

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Simple

Neither here nor there but somewhere in between. That is all life is meant to be. Your not where you were, and your not where you will be. You are always where you are and never are you me. My thoughts are never this, and quite often they aren't that. They never make any sense, but they often do at bat. I simply feel to random, to make any since of that. I know that your wondering, if I'm doing well. But as you should know by now, I do not kiss and tell. So wonder at what you will, but never wonder why. Lifes to simple to define, so live instead of cry.

Not There by TheRoc, literature

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Not There

You came into my life, as a beacon of light You left it darker, than a shadow of night I felt more than allowed, and I do not regret I just wish you were something, that I could forget You saved my life, when I was in pain I loved you with everything, but all was in vain You left me with false hope, and possibilities You left me without any hostilities I am angry at you, but love you still I am but a man, with a broken will No hope, or Will, or woman to love Just feelings that I cannot get rid of Living a life, as a shell of humanity Nothing to grasp, but my insanity This is a story poem of my despair You were my life, and now

Gentleman of Chaos by TheRoc, literature

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Gentleman of Chaos

What am I Who am I supposed to be No direction in life No hope to carry on Forgotten by all who knew me Left by all I loved A gentleman amongst thieves A protection for the weak A thorn in the side to those with pride A menace to those without remorse Honor Among disgrace Humility surrounded by pride Light shining through the darkness A forgotten, but not lost soul Separate from all Protected by none A gentleman of chaos

Shelter from the storm by TheRoc, literature

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Shelter from the storm

Have you ever just been happy Sitting at home with your family Watching tv with your little sister curled up in your lap Had all those things that make life worth it Share with me everything I have missed Give me hope for my tomorrow For without tomorrow I have nothing Never had a family Never had a memory to cherish Never had anything but my strength of will I walked through this life blind Wanting only light to let me see Surrounded by darkness I pressed on Everything has to end somewhere There has to be some purpose to all the pain Is it to protect those like me To give memories to those in need To carry those without the

Alone by TheRoc, literature

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Alone

I have loved, I have lost. I have lived, and I have begged for death. Shame has no hold on this soul, Honor has no meaning. A gentleman, I was raised. Stories and books told my tale, Grew up knowing I could not fail. Never knew the hardships of life, Never realized it was all a struggle, Never believed that gentleman were dead. I tried all that I had to offer. Gave all the protection I could, Didn't know I was going to be left behind, I didn't want to see all my pain. Lost everything, Asked for nothing, Struggled with pride, Pressed my will to its bounds. And for what, To be left again, To lose again, To die again.

Forever by TheRoc, literature

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Forever

I know sometimes I act distant, I know sometimes I'm far away. I knew once what I wanted, And know it still to this day. I knew then that I loved you, For who you were and would be. I knew then that forever, Was not long enough for me. I had a wall up before I met you, and didn't want to let you in. I held you out from afar, For fear of what might begin. So scared to love you, So afraid of what might be. I began to tear that wall apart, I hoped you'd start loving me. I loved you then and love you now, and I'll never push you away. Just so long as you know I'll love you, Forever and a day.

Hateful Feelings by TheRoc, literature

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Hateful Feelings

Why do some people hate feelings. Why do I care about people who never will care the same about me. So many people try to be nice and all it takes is one person to bring me down to their reality. To love one, and to have her blindly fall for another. To care about another and have her be completely deviod of emotion. I am weary of all the drama. To love and never be loved, is that the doom that awaits me?

How many by TheRoc, literature

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How many

How many times must a man be shot to die? How many blades must enter a body to kill it? How many seconds does it take to drown a hopeless soul? How many.... What does it take to make a grown man weep? What does it take to break his heart? What does it take to ruin this being? What does it take.... How much strength does it take to break these bones? How much ache does it take to bend this back? How much weight does it take to weigh me down? How much.... How many times must a man die before he is dead? Enough

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: Computer Chair
Favourite genre of music: Light Rock
Favourite photographer: My Friend No-Artist
Favourite style of art: Female pose
Operating System: MicroXp, custom comp.
Wallpaper of choice: Burning Sephiroth from FF7
Skin of choice: Human
Favourite cartoon character: Wild E. Coyote
Personal Quote: Live without shame, It only gets in the way.

Favourite Visual Artist

My little FiFi

Favourite Movies

Debatable, Shawshank Redemption, Or The Truman Show

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Three Doors Down

Favourite Writers

My little Sinner

Favourite Games

Favorite game, yep, that about somes up my life

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Tools of the Trade

Brain, Skill, Fingers(for Typing), Eyes(for reading) Imagination, Life

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Reading, Writing, Helping people with photography

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TheRoc

Mar 26, 2004

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Hi TheRoc, Your 7 deviations were viewed 60 times, with 82 fullsize views. Overall, people left 15 comments and added your deviations to their favourites 4 times. Your most commented deviation was  Not There with 6 comments, while your most favourited one was  Not There with 3  favourites. Average comments per deviation: 2.14 Average favourites per deviation: 0.57 3 Favourites were given for every 10 Comments Every 10 days you upload a new deviation, and you uploaded 57% (4) of your deviations on Mondays, while your favorite time of the day during the week to upload is at 6 PM with 4 deviations. Your busiest month was February 2004

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TheRoc

Jan 30, 2004

Why?

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Why do some people hate feelings. Why do I care about people who never will care the same about me. So many people try to be nice and all it takes is one person to bring me down to their reality. To love my vampiress, and to have her blindly fall for another. To care about my K~san and have her be completely deviod of emotion. I am weary of all the drama. To love and never be loved. Is that the doom that awaits me.